When Scaredy Kat first walked through the door of the RuPaulâs Drag Race U.K. werkroom â cue the cat hiss â it was pretty easy to write off the Wiltshire queen. She was 19, younger than any previous U.S. Drag Race competitor. She hadnât even been doing drag for a year by the time she got onto the show. And she had a girlfriend, as she admitted almost right away, although later clarified during a heartfelt painting session that sheâs not straight, but in fact queer. Judging by the rest of the queensâ squealing and gagging, youâd have thought RuPaul had walked into the room.
Yet Scaredy won the first mini-challenge of Drag Race U.K., and the world (or at least this humble recapper) somehow fell for a cat-faced queen who had never performed a lip sync, brought us story-forward runway looks, and always seemed to be shitting herself. Scaredy spoke to me the morning after her episode two elimination, but you wouldnât even know it â she was just excited to get the music video for âBedroom Queen,â made with her bio-queen girlfriend Pussy Cat, into the world. âI havenât actually watched [the episode] yet, âcause you know, the old anxiety,â she admitted. Positive vibes only!
What was it like having to keep what happened on the show from Pussy?
It was obviously very difficult being on the show without her, but youâre allowed to tell one person, so obviously, I told Pussy as much as I am allowed to tell her. [Laughs.] But weâre a team, so I know, she knows, basically. Itâs that easy.
Going on the show, did you think that having a girlfriend, not necessarily being gay, would be such a big deal?
Yeah, I thought that the other queens were gonna properly hate me! But I think they actually were all okay â Iâm sure a few of them probably do behind closed doors, but to my face they were very nice. But I never thought that it would be a massively big deal to the public. I didnât think there was going to be so much controversy around it, but I also didnât think there was gonna be so much positivity. I just thought people werenât really gonna give a shit â and Iâm sure a lot of people donât, but for those that do, thatâs all good fun, thatâs fine with me. Iâm just being me.
So what made you decide to bring it up, it seemed like as soon as you walked in the door?
I just wanted to get it off of my chest, let everyone know what theyâre dealing with. And I thought itâs an interesting little thing, and it shows drag isnât just confined to gay men.
I think the other thing that shocked a lot of people was that you had only done drag for a little less than a year. I donât think we ever got to fully find out how you first started.
Obviously watching the show was a big influence, but I used to look at people like Eddie Izzard as a kid, and people like Grayson Perry, and be like, oh, theyâre doing this different thing that intrigues me and scares me at the same time. And then eventually, because me and my girlfriend, we do art together, we thought, why donât we just create some characters to go in our weird, arty world?
From there, what made you decide to audition for Drag Race U.K.?
I always wanted to get on the U.S. one, âcause I thought it would be really fun. And then it came to the U.K. and I was like, âOh, I think Iâm gonna do it.â And Pussy was like, âNo youâre fucking not, of course youâre not, youâre not ready for that, no oneâs ready for that let alone you.â But I did it anyway and got on it, some-fucking-how.
I have to tell you, I absolutely fell in love with Kitty Rouge on the runway. Where did that side-character come from, with the French accent and all of that?
I kind of just came up with it at the time âcause I knew it would be funny. And I thought, Bond girl, itâs a bit of a dodgy part isnât it? A lot of sexism and misogynistic stuff going on with all the James Bond films. So I was like, why donât we just blow that up and play up the whole sex thing, the French thing, weâll just go with it. Is she a villain, is she not, whatâs she gonna do? I just thought it would be a bit of a laugh.
Also on that episode, you reminded us that that was your first time ever doing a drag performance, a lip sync. What did that feel like for you?
It was amazing, it was really crazy. I was just focusing on, âDonât fall off the stage, donât throw up, donât pass out, donât look at RuPaul, itâs gonna be okay, just have fun. Throw yourself around and some people might think itâs funny.â [Laughs.]
Donât shit yourself.
Donât shit yourself â or do, âcause apparently people quite like it! [Laughs.]
At the beginning, you were telling me that youâre excited to now show everyone what you and Pussy can do together. Being so young, what are your drag aspirations?
So Iâd call it more of an art aspiration, I guess, because thatâs what me and Pussy do mainly. Weâve just released our first music video, itâs on YouTube right now, and weâve got a couple more of them to come. We wanna do our art exhibition that weâve been working on for a very long time, which weâve only done one time. And we wanna try to make art a bit more fun and accessible and interesting, and for it to say things and change things, unlike most of the art nowadays â to be honest, itâs a bit shit.
And one last question: Whatâs your advice for someone who is just starting drag?
Just donât give a shit. Just do what you wanna do and be who you are, and people who are gonna stand in your way, theyâre just bloody obsessed with you, and thatâs a good thing â any attentionâs good attention. And promote a message, and think about what you wanna change in the world. But mainly, donât give a shit.