Before she detailed her allegations of sexual misconduct against Junot DĂaz on social media this morning, author Zinzi Clemmons confronted him hours beforehand during a literary festival in Sydney, Australia.
According to someone who witnessed it, the public exchange took place during the question-and-answer session following a panel titled âWhy We Read,â where DĂaz shared the stage with four other panelists. Clemmons, who published her first novel, What We Lose, last July, took hold of a roving microphone and said sheâd tried to ask her question during a previous DĂaz panel. âHe replied jokingly, âOh shit,ââ the source recalls. âAnd she said something like, âYouâre dead right, âOh shit.ââ
Speaking with âmuch emotion and what seemed like anger,â she âdidnât introduce herself and went straight into the conversation,â telling DĂaz he had written his essay for The New Yorker, about the legacy of being raped as a child, as âcoverâ to protect against allegations that were going to come out against him. As reported earlier in Buzzfeed News, Clemmons said she had invited DĂaz to a Columbia University workshop six years earlier; he had âharmedâ her, she said, and she wanted to know âwhy you treated me that way.â It was unclear to the hundreds of attendees whether DĂaz recognized her, or pretended not to. Clemmons dropped the microphone and headed for the exit. DĂaz said he wanted her to stay and hear his full answer, but she called it âbullshitâ and left.
âJunot Diaz either didnât grasp or pretended not to grasp questions from @zinziclemmons about the connection between his New Yorker piece and his behavior with her,â panel attendee Alexander Luft later tweeted. âUnfortunately, the audience (mostly white, older Australians) seemed to instantly rally around Diaz. They wanted @zinziclemmons to stop questioning him, and they applauded Junotâs answer. Deep problem among both writers and readers.â
But the attendee who spoke to Vulture attributed the response to general confusion and the sudden shift in tone. âPeople have criticized the audience as siding with Junot, but at the time of the panel, none of this was knowledge that people had in the room,â the attendee said, referring to the allegations against DĂaz. âFrom the point of view of the panel, she was just an angry audience member.â After Clemmons left, the panel took a few more questions, and then DĂaz signed copies of his books. A couple of hours later, Clemmons tweeted her allegations, and everything changed.
Clemmons said on Twitter that DĂaz had forcibly kissed her and sent her unwanted emails on many occasions. Two other women, authors Carmen Maria Machado and Monica Byrne, detailed their respective experiences with DĂazâs verbal abuse as well. âI take responsibility for my past. That is the reason I made the decision to tell the truth of my rape and its damaging aftermath,â DĂaz said in a statement to the New York Times today. âThis conversation is important and must continue. I am listening to and learning from womenâs stories in this essential and overdue cultural movement. We must continue to teach all men about consent and boundaries.â
This post has been updated throughout.